Well I've been bored the last few hours and I started making a book of unanswered questions, that might sound wired, 'cause I'm already writing diary on my comp. So why make a book with a fucking lot of questions?
ooouh there was another one.. No, actually the "book of unanswered questions" is a calendar ^^ and I'm just writing those questions, I can't find an answer for, down in this calendar ^^.
And I don't want to fill out my diary with a lot of questions there never will get an answer, when I can write about some other things..
I've been thinking a lot about these wired dreams I got, since sunday the 4th may, where I die and those people I care about just stand watching me die even though if they could safe me, or no one can hear me even though I'm standing right beside them screaming... I think that it might be the subconsciousness there's effecting my dreams? Anyway now I'm afraid of going to sleep 'cause I know that I'll die a new way every night and no one will safe me... So right now I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep..
Because:
1 Another night without Baptiste : /
2 I'll wake up screaming 'cause I died again
it's a bit freaky right??
- and my love, you got to make a choice even though you don't think so...